I also have to walk on eggshells grading the papers of minorities, or trying to get anyone to question their assumptions (or even admit that there are unstated assumptions underlying claims that may make them absolutely the opposite of persuasive to those who do not share those assumptions).
I am, and have been, sick of the atmosphere on campus for years, now. I'm sure that the Soviet Union was worse, but only because they'd actually kill you for holding a dissenting opinion (though I'm sure Berkley would like to head in that direction).
Realization the second: my Office suite comes to me through the university. I may have to either switch to Open Office, despite not liking it nearly as well, or hope that I can continue using it for a while. Because I can't buy a copy right now.
Realization the third: One of the reasons I've not been writing is that I simply didn't have the energy, mental, emotional, or spiritual, to write. The other is that I was so damn miserable that I was reading instead of writing, retreating into places other than the one I was in. Part of that was the awful health problems (not resolved, but mitigated, and managed to the extent they could be), part was the horrid neighbors that moved in next door in '15, and part was dreading going back at the start of each semester.
Realization the fourth: Teaching takes a lot more out of me than I thought it did. I'm capable of doing a lot more if I am not also in front of a classroom for six hours a week, interacting with students. I don't know if it's the social interaction draining me, or if it's the way I teach (active, all over the classroom, and hanging over shoulders during group and individual worktime, monitoring how my students are doing and offering suggestions and help).
Realization the fifth: I can be writing a LOT with it set as my fulltime "job." I can do around 1500 words per hour. If the story's coming well, I can do somewhere around 4-6K words per day, before I'm fried. And my endurance may climb after a while. And I've got work enough for a while--I have a LOT of ideas I just haven't had time or energy to develop.